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Of Illusions and the Way to Find

by Patient, Patient

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1.
we are all victims. victims of our bodys, our souls and our minds. and it is our fault, when we walk alone. on my way to hell, I had to fight against the hardest enemie i've ever had. silence. silence. it all surrounds us and so is darkness. the inner clock, which i was tryin to ignore is now ticking louder than ever. i cannot ignore it anymore, cause it is overwhelming my whole. now, did i loose myself, by looking into the distance? wondering 'bout the endless width.. so much that fits, when i listen. it feels like me, sounds like you. echoes so close to my thoughts. never thought it would be easy, but this is not enough. when there's one thing i know, it's that now is the time start thinking. a little light appears infront of my inner eye. it takes me to a place where nothing is possible but everything is allowed. start to scream but no sound. but no sound.. the end is near. the edge is near, is near. the end is near, is near.
2.
Home 06:53
i feel your hand on my chest. it's more than doubt whats pushing and it is more than to keep up your head. yea, i feel it. oh, i feel it. we have to wait and see and nevermind the dark. we still can find a way. we still can find a way. it's easier to come up with new ideas, than it's to let go the old ones. it's easier to come up with new ideas, than it's to let go the old ones. we can't go back, keep my soul closed. it nearly fits, it was so close. but, it's the biggest fucking calliber, the size crushes my head, can't stop the grudge that came with us, no charity instead. show fewer sides of you, show less pride. satisfying thoughts. beautiful as ice. I find it hard to ignore. expected more, yea is it all? I find it hard to ignore. expected more, yea is it all? No, it's easier to come up with new ideas, than it's to let go the old ones. it's easier to come up with new ideas, than it's to let go the old ones. it's easier to come up with new ideas, than it's to let go the old ones. it's easier to come up with new ideas, than it's to let go the old ones. We never shine if we don't glow. When you are here, I'm feeling home. We never shine if we don't glow. When you are here, I'm feeling home.
3.
You see the birds fly away? time is passing fast. maybe i should just forget it, but i'm not really into that. and can't trace it back, live for variety. must cover up the blur, must cover up the blur. I'm cursed, i'm cursed, i'm cursed, paradoxically. We should leave, shouldn't we? I'm cursed, i'm cursed, i'm cursed, just a few ways back. No space for lies, just real regrets instead. I notice the ones who whispere to me, and no more feel is left. Maybe we should just forget it, but it's to my spirit added. A new point of view, the old one is broken, my mind is confused, my God he has spoken. I know how it was before, so must cover up the blur. I'm cursed, i'm cursed, i'm cursed, paradoxically. We should leave, shouldn't we? I'm cursed, i'm cursed, i'm cursed, just a few ways back. No space for lies, just real regrets instead. I'm cursed, i'm cursed, i'm cursed, paradoxically. We should leave, shouldn't we? I'm cursed, i'm cursed, i'm cursed, just a few ways back. No space for lies, just real regrets instead. I'm cursed, i'm cursed, i'm cursed, paradoxically. We should leave, shouldn't we? I'm cursed, i'm cursed, i'm cursed, just a few ways back. No space for lies, just real regrets instead.
4.
Better Place 03:32
we can't leave, thought it would be easier. and i won't take it all on me, 'cause it's to deep to believe. so you keep on lying. i'm lost with my mind, but finally understand infinity and now i see, that this isn't real, it's just cold and the thought fits but nothing more. nothing more. this isn't real, it's just cold and the thought fits but nothing more. i'm ready for the wave to come, since you're gone. i wanne be in a better place and now i realize, im pinned to my imagination. i wanne be in a better place and now i realize, im pinned to my imagination. wanne be in a better place and now i realize, im pinned to my imagination.
5.
Redemption 05:47
so close to my thought. i'm always on the verge of tears. crushed down like a bone and just one way getting well. i hold on far to much and it's the only thing in mind. now i need something to open up new sights. i seek redemption of this harm and we must defeat the disbelieve, save n spread the real. choose who you wanne be. i seek redemption of this harm and we must defeat the disbelieve, save n spread the real. choose who you wanne be. choose who you wanne be. this harm. echoes in my head remind me that i'm lost. how to define myself in this times. it is the end of all things i know, all things i know. had so much to give, but now all is gone, now all is gone. need to be honest, but can not discern, but can not discern. i just can't believe what i become. I seek redemption of this harm and this harm is old, spirit must grow.
6.
Somewhere 05:37
you know what it feels like, to be so damn alone. your life's a cage fight, grow up on your own. life isn't easy and you can't see the things that help you to understand, when some-some-somewhere in the deepest of times, are al-al-always misleading descriptions, no you can't deny. and only you, yea only you can distinguish between dark and lambency. the feel that we get when we sense the entity... the feel that we get when we sense the entity... you gotta pick up the secret signs. and when you found them, it doesn't matter where, you have to keep them in your internal lair. you have to keep them in your internal lair. when some-some-somewhere are al-al-always misleading descriptions, no you can't deny. Somewhere in the deepest of times are always misleading descriptions, no you can't deny and only you, yea only you can distinguish between dark and lambency. the feel that we get when we sense the entity.. Somewhere in the deepest of times are always misleading descriptions, no you can't deny and only you, yea only you can distinguish between dark and lambency. the feel that we get when we sense the entity..
7.
If You Knew 04:16
if you knew what comes next, no more shelter from the undone but it's what i've said. if you knew.. if you knew.. wait for the mend and keep going straight, this pain will never leave. avenge some of your losses and feel times medicative force. wait for the mend and wait for the heal, this is what we get. so take time by the hand and defend your path to perception. ride the waves, use your will, to go on straight, do not just pretend to be confident- be it. a few moments flew. they're gone but not stolen. it's just up to you, to you. if you knew, what comes back to you... wait for the mend and keep going straight, this pain will never leave. avenge some of your losses and feel times medicative force. wait for the mend and wait for the heal, this is what we get. so take time by the hand and defend your path to perception. ride the waves, use your will, to go on straight, do not just pretend to be confident- be it.be it.
8.
Dark Screen 04:50
sometimes taking a wrong turn, takes you to unexpected places. and i'm simply trying to learn of this slips. you're the light, face and rise. i bear the risk, embrace the whole. free your core and tell your lore. it's your realm. i'm slave to my own ambitions and so the will fades. if i could see it all, i would know it all, these are my executive blows.. and i can't leave, 'cause i'm lost in a dream. never been here before, here before. this is cursed. have to learn to rest, 'cause i'm lost in my world, try to feel me.. 'cause you're the light, face and rise. free your core and tell your lore. i bear the risk, embrace the whole. and i will steer clear of the dark screen above my head, above my head. and i will steer clear of the dark screen above my head, above my head. and i will steer clear of the dark screen above my head, above my head. and i will steer clear of the dark screen above my head, above my head.
9.
i'm not done. i'm not done. this will never end, 'cause i want more, i want more. this will never end, 'cause i want more, i want more. filled and crushed with all i found. below, inside and way above. filled and crushed with all i found. below, inside and way above. i'm not done. i'm not done. i'm not done. this will never end, 'cause i want more.

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“Of Illusions and the Way to Find” is about the urge to find something in life. However, we often make our way more complicated than it is. We lend ourselves to illusions which disguise our sight, which veil the truth, which knock us off course. This is what Patient, Patient manifest in their album with poetic lyrics and uncommon harmonies. Also Markus Siegenhort of Lantlôs who produced the album gave some inspirations to create an even wider sound. Anyway, those nine very distinct tracks invite to dream. To dream about endless widths.

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released October 2, 2015

FLTTRY086
Release Date: 02 October 2015
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Patient, Patient Cologne, Germany

Post-Rock/Shoegaze from Cologne, Germany

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